.theHARDmumblingGrumbling. ™

Computer's out from my house to reformat and all.
Changing to the 19" LCD monitor.
and and
I miss my computer babe so much that I get stucked every now and then at home.
I got so moody that I dont know W-H-Y .
I recently dont feel like going out late night for clubs and anywhere else.
I felt the uneven,unfair,differences between family.
That makes me hate myself and I'm eager to leave here ASAP!
I really wnat to leave so badly which here dont make any sense to keep me stay.
How should my life be ?
Sometimes I'll be asking myself,
whats the point for ME living here
eventhough
I have dreams to be pursued, ice cream to taste my beach,donuts to enjoy,
BUT
the main thing is suddenly I get to pissed out of I DONT KNOW WHAT.

I'm loving entrepreneurship which I want to be one next time.
I dont want to depend on husband,family and all when I have my own jobs.
Depending is like making someone mummbling on you, thinking that you are kinda useless when you have your job.
Even I have the rich type bf or husband, I dont want to depend on guys to get me branded designer bags,clothes, everything and even my own CAR.
I have this kind of thinking so Imma making sure myself to work very hard for all.

Sometimes, I do love my life and the way I am.
Appreciations used to make no sense for me.
I dont even appreciate a thing, person, ANYTHING ELSE.
I thanks ppl who appreciateD me, left me over and everything.
All I have will be friends now.

Since I met those in Gurney like Chorleone gang, Rubbish gang and OngBakBoys?
HAHA okay, they spirited up my life and makes me think that the world is fulfilled with lots of laughters,funs,nice people,parties around and EVERYTHING.
Thanks to them,Ive found some life. Thanks to those people who hates me,Ive learnt something new.

You may ignore this post.In times im just too out of my mind so I crap what's on my mind.

remember?hugs.
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