.theHARDmumblingGrumbling. ™

In times, friends are very important to me.
I browsed around friendster, lookin at those pictures that my schoolmate took, seeing their face fulfilled with laughters, I felt jealous.
I take friends very very important which I can sacrifice and cry. I take them as 1st in my life and I can talk anything with them. They understands me the MOST. Maybe it's my fault for not really going well with some schoolmates of mine, and some are really getting very well along. I sometimes reject to go out with them and all but I really want to. I dont know why then. I always thinks that some of them are some different channel ppl which my thinking are much further in times. That I think about my future, what I'll do, what to do next, and even I thought of invesments, read Donald Trump's , Rich dad poor dad and ALL. That might just be the gap for me thinking that, Im so different and I'm some weirdo. Some of the ppl out there told me that Ive been thinking too much for future and I dont really need it now. Well, I may be thinking alot, but for the sake of my own future I think I really do. Dont bother bout what others think about but its just myself.
I have many kinds of friends and I just dont care who they are. As long as they're my friend, then, they're my friends.
I never been to school since PMR ended. almost 4weeks. well, their pictures and all tells me that they had alot of funs in school taking pictures,partying and im just staying at home doing nothing.

I dont know why am I posting this. bahhhh.