Thursday, April 2, 2009


I know time won't turn back to the start.
How I wish, everything would return to Dec 2008.
I remembered that it was great, full of love in life.
Every single day, I wake up with a smile,
till the night, I end the day with another smile.
I put each full stop with a happy smile.
I knew, I wasn't the only one , because, you were once here.

Maintaining the smile each & everytime;
Having a better tomorrow;
These were what I used to wish each day.

The Harrods handmade on my table,
will just never taste as sweet as it used to be.
The 3 words 8 letters from the Dog,
just felt so weird, like so strange whenever I listen.
The phone rang times & times,
but it's just all that I never wanna bother.

No matter how it goes,
each time I stare at those and my ring,
I feel much better, it's like you were here, for a second or two.
Passing a day after it is hard, passing a week is harder,
passing days without you is the hardest.
I'm doing all I could, to keep myself away from everything.
I wanna live life miserable & I don't blame anyone .

Thanks to those who had been supportive,
I love you guys much.
Thanks to the rest
I learned not to trust people out there, it's so cruel.
Now I know how much family means to me,
they'll never complain , make up stories , backstabbing , being double faced.

I still treasure the 3rd.

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